if not now, when?

If I try, why not? If I dedicate time to it, why not? I can write a blog; in fact, I’m already writing one.

I am having second thoughts about all of my self-defeating posts. I can write this blog. Sure. Why not?

I can try and fail and keep trying anyway. It is a helluva lot more interesting than sitting in my anxiety and insulting myself.

I’m proud of myself today. I survived yesterday while hanging on by a thread. I had a much better day today. I’m hoping for some more sunshine tomorrow.

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