disillusioned & trying

I don’t know what to write. I am trying to be kind to myself. I’m also trying to not judge myself for trying to be kind to myself. I’m very tempted to write something self-effacing here, but will not.

I have ideas, but I’m unsure of how to approach them. My motivation is low and my emotional state is sad. I’m actually proud of myself for writing this much today.

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